I got lots of things in my mind about last fri, sat n sun. Let's start with friday. Having Annual Camp Meeting at Ms kau's hse after my work. Lots of sharing. It's going to be interesting for next yr. Make me feel so excited for next yr and also camp too. After hearing all e sharing, deep down in my heart i want to change for a better but ... sigh!! I'm not ready. Question came to my mind: How ready do you want? I also have another tots like actually juz believed n trust that God will juz use you. aiya!! sian. so many things to think about. haha!! but i choose not to think so much. veri tired. ok!! I'm inside Devotion committee with Esther. Draw lots also can draw untill devotion which i really don't want it in e first place. It's God affirmation to me to be in that committee. After the meeting, went to meet wen shan n xin zhi to catch midnight movie 4bia. damn stupid la. no storyline at all. The sound effect scare ppl. haha!!

I bought my mp3 at comex during sat and managed to get it @$99. Thank kinleong for accompany me. Cos i didnt know that comex end on sunday so it was a last min thing to ask him out. I chosen the right person cos he studies IT course. Everytime was just nice. Cityhall was jam when i reaches there. Disliked it so much. i saw reena too. luckily i didnt called the wrong person cos i was wandering whether is it you ant. hhaha!!

I was so tired over the past two days that i was late for my congre meeting on sun. Worst is that i found that i forgotten to bring my hp n rx's leggings when i've already board the bus to parkway. wat a day!! But congre meeting, i can said is not bad la. TRANSFORMATION. Certain things i will keep it to myself. self-reflection!!!!

A post on 28 Aug'08. I know abit late for the post. I want to remember this fun day yet a heartache pain for me too. Before tis post i was mentioning that how excited to meet my darling xin zhi. Yeah!! I went over to her house after my work together with wee teck. We reached her hse early, so we decided to go to the sky-garden to sit n chat. haha!! After a while, xz called us to go up to her hse. At first, i thought that hui qin will be coming over too. But she didn't cos it was too last min fo her. Well, I enjoyed myself there, even thou there were only the three of us chatting n talking rubbish. haha!! Not only that we also do mui-chee(spelling check) to eat too. I think xz n i always so self-high& self-entertain but we enjoyed it alot cos we do retarded stuff together and laughing at each other. But wee teck can't be bother with us becos he was so engrossed to the channel 8 show -_-' nvm. We also celebrated week teck belated Birthday which was like 5 days ago. haha!! Actually we didn't plan to celebrate for him but it was juz nice that i bought chocolate bar =) haha!! the funnies thing is xz n i sang a B'day song which was really -_-||| haha!!
OH YA!!! I lost my mp3 at library while waiting for wee teck and xin zhi. sigh!! How careless m i? I'm going waste my money again to buy but juz nice now is IT fair. That night i couldn't slp well not only due to e lost of my mp3 and also becos of shane. Argh!! smt i realli disliked it so much. I believed that most of the problems it's always take two hands to clap. Before that we had a small quarrel again. wth!! He said that i throw my temper at him which he think he doesn't deserved it becos you always that that you are right but the fact that its not. It's really make me feel sad. But im not going to think so much. Just let it be. haha!! tt's me =)

(taken at sky- garden)














dun know wth she want from me




i think he want to cut himself. lol.

I JUZ REALISED SOMETHING. MY POST DATE N TIMING ARE TOTALLY WRONG. SHILI CAN YOU HELP ME WIF THIS THINGS COS I KNOW IM RETARDED IN THIS AREA. HAHA!! PEOPLE WILL THINK THAT IM INSANE BLOGGING IN E MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT OR WHATEVER SHIT. BUT THE FACT IS NOT. OK!! HELP MI OK. I WAN TO MAKE EVERYTHING RIGHT. =)

Feel abit depressed tis morning juz because of the stupid Ploy admission. Couple days ago, a few of my friends were asking me about whether did i apply for the oct intake and i said no because of my work contact. This morning, rui xiang msg me whether did i try applying. she added saying that two of her friends got into TP ploy. OH MIND!! what the heck. i wasted another half a yr. sigh!! Before applying job, i should have tot of the duration. =( The worst things is quite a number of my friends told me that oct intake is much more harder to go in than the april intake. So i sort of give up the idea of applying somemore i don't even bother about it. Look wat i have done. I feel like banging my head to the wall. Forget it. It's over. haha!! im mad now. I can't wait for tml and my weekends. NO GB ON SAT. okay!! im meeting xin zhi later. Hurray! It's like finally can see her again. haha!! Actually i was supposed to meet shane for dinner & movie but he got test today which is at night cos he's taking part-time degree. So i canceled it off.

Good morning!! haha!! i know im crazy. Well, inside the office there isn't much things for me to do and all i can use is this stupid computer. okay!! I didn't sleep well due to smt happened. Last night, i had a convensation with shane on the phone. We chatted for quite long. I though it was supposed to be happy chatting but ended it's not. I'm acutely sorry for what i've said and yes the words that i said is hurting. But i didn't know its hurts you to a point that you actually said somethings that made me feel so upset till i cried. I guess i was impulsive and the whole night i felt so guilty even untill now. ok!! Let the past be e past. No point thinking =) OH YA!! This friday night got meeting at ms kau's house. Sigh!! Heard from queenine that they are going to timbre. Argh!! I want to go too. Maybe i should go and find them after the meeting anyway they won't be going home so earlier but it's at City Hall and not only that still have about 5-10mins distance walk. Sian. -_-Wondering who will be the kind soul to come and fetch me to there. hahaha!! im thinking too much la

Seriously, i damn bored now. Everyday my office hours routine are reading Strait Time, chatting on msn, watching youtube show so can you imagine is like freaking sian. Of cos i got do my job but nothing much to do at all. I know i shoudn't complain because im blessed with this job which doesn't require me to do this n that but... okey!! whatever. I think i should really consider part-time study so i can study at my workplace which they actually ask/allow me to do so and at the same time i can earm money too. haha!! well, i can't wait for my darlings/frenz to finish their exam so i can go out and have fun with them. esp darling xin zhi. she is mugging like shit. no matter what im going to meet up with her and spent times together. Even thou i met her last friday for lunch. She came to find me after her paper. haha!! so sweet of her but still not enough. Alright!! i think ppl will think that i'm a les la. haha!!

oh yes! i've been thinking for quite sometime whether to create a blog for myself ant and finally my blog is done. Actually, didn't though of creating in e first but shili want to know me more and ask me to create a blog and so i did. I think i'm quite retarded in doing all these things and has been asking her about these and that. haha!! OH YA!! she keep laughing at me because of that. okay!! Alright enough of all these anyway thank for helping=)
Well, was talking with ms kau this morning and she said something which reassured me once again. she though that i wouldn't be coming to serve GB this yr due to something happened to me but to her surprised, i still continuous to serve and preserve on. YES!! i serve a God who is faithful and i saw God faithfulness. REALLY!! God has given me such a good job which is high pay job. Before that, i really prayed very hard to ask God for a job that is only on weekdays (most of the job i saw is wkdays+sat) and i told him i will hand everything into his hand. And he answered my prayed for a job that is only on weekdays not only that but also good pay too which i didn't expect in e first place. Everyone was saying that im so lucky to have such a good job and all but in my heart i know that God is one that plan everything for me. I am very thankful for what i have now.

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