Above The Rainbow...

♂♀Thursday, November 27, 2008

Colorful Rainbow

A Gift Of Love

"Can I see my baby?" the happy new mother asked. When the bundle was nestled in her arms and she moved the fold of cloth to look upon his tiny face, she gasped. The doctor turned quickly and looked out the tall hospital window. The baby had been born without ears. Time proved that the baby's hearing was perfect. It was only his appearance that was marred. When he rushed home from school one day and flung himself into his mother's arms, she sighed, knowing that his life was to be a succession of heartbreaks.He blurted out the tragedy. "A boy, a big boy...called me a freak." He grew up, handsome for his misfortune. A favorite with his fellow students, he might have been class president, but for that. He developed a gift, a talent for literature and music. "But you might mingle with other young people," his mother reproved him, but felt a kindness in her heart.The boy's father had a session with the family physician. Could nothing be done? "I believe I could graft on a pair of outer ears, if they could be procured" the doctor decided. Whereupon the search began for a person who would make such a sacrifice for a young man. Two years went by. Then, "You are going to the hospital, son. Mother and I have someone who will donate the ears you need. But it's a secret" said the father. The operation was a brilliant success, and a new person emerged. His talents blossomed into genius, and school and college became a series of triumphs. Later he married and entered the diplomatic service. "But I must know!" He urged his father. "Who gave so much for me? I could never do enough for him.""I do not believe you could," said the father, "but the agreement was that you are not to know...not yet." The years kept their profound secret, but the day did come . . . one of the darkest days that ever pass through a son. He stood with his father over his mother's casket. Slowly, tenderly, the father stretched forth a hand and raised the thick, reddish-brown hair to reveal . . . that the mother had no outer ears."Mother said she was glad she never let her hair be cut," he whispered gently, "and nobody ever thought mother less beautiful, did they"? Real beauty lies not in the physical appearance, but in the heart. Real treasure lies not in what that can be seen, but what that cannot be seen. Real love lies not in what is done and known, but in what that is done but not known.

Above Your Imagination

12:07 AM

♂♀Sunday, November 23, 2008

Colorful Rainbow

i think it's time for me to put words into action once again. I need to be very sure about myself, the things that i am doing n the feeling that i have. yes!! i need to take the step of faith and moving out of my comfort zone once again. hanging around wasn't a good thing for me and i know i need a push somehow. I have been very careful with every step that I've take and the decision that i make. i don't wish to be in a situation that is in between or making any impulsive decision and ended up i can't do or not willingly to do. For the past, i've experienced it again n again and now i don't wish to let history repeat itself again. so sick about it. i think the camp will be my first Big step to move n follow by this scary encounter camp that i am going next wk. but then i know this is also going to be very exciting because i wan to see how much HE is going to reveal to me. sound abit funny la.

i was quite dishearten over some issue that i've heard and seem. i don't know why is it that my heart was crying over it and will feel sad for it too. maybe i take it too closely to my heart or maybe i can actually feel how they feel over it.

Above Your Imagination

9:44 PM

♂♀Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Colorful Rainbow

super sad now. i think i pressed wrongly with this two letter "FF" on youtube and guess wat they banned me from using it now. argh!! how??? how??? can anyone help me? can i request them to unban me but HOW? not purposely doing that and i was shocked to see that small msg pop out. sigh!! i want to watch America's Next Top Model cycle 11 ep 12 but now....
i'm not use to other website plus mostly are in chinese. aiya!!! i don't care i want back my youtube. oh, did i say is my office pc got banned from youtube? haha!! luckily is not my home pc. but still HELP mi HELP mi???

Above Your Imagination

4:48 PM

♂♀Monday, November 17, 2008

Colorful Rainbow

I had a great time this year instead a memorable b'day.

i was blind-folded by xin zhi. she said she wan to give mi a surpise.

at wen shan's car. ws wan to sell mi away. LOL

xin zhi, me, Queenie n xiu ping (I LOVE THIS PHOTO)

at east coast

damn les la

i always enjoys their companys

*hugs*

Many BIG thanks i want to say....

THANK for all the wishing I've recieved...
some msg were really veri cute like reena n yong kiat...
i was quite suprised by some msg, didnt expect them to msg me cos we wasn't that close. and its really so sweet for them to do so.
still thankful that some of my frenz (like joanna..) whom i didnt contact for quite smt still remembered despite everythings.

THANK YOU melissa for treating me saka for lunch on thur.

A BIG THANK YOU to all my colleagues...
Holding a mini-celebration for me and making the effort.

Not forgetting b'day gifts and nice chocolate cake.

THANK YOU all my lovely gfs and not forgetting ws for celebrating with me on Friday. (i enjoyed myself)

~ thank xz for making the effort to plan and choose such nice place to eat and to celebrate. ( the heart shape that you make fill with sparkler was really very nice and the cake was super nice too.)

~ thank ws for celebrating and fetching us.

~ thank xiu ping and queenie for making urself so high during singing session. esp queenie ur expression so funny and ping i had a great time toking to you at the beach while they prepare another surpise for me.

~ thank Mr C for coming to fetch us to our singing session. i was somehow quite "touched" by your msg.

THANK YOU EVERYONE for celebrating with me and cook all the delicious FOODS on sat.

~ thank shi li's mother for cooking the pineapple rice and a esp egg just for me.

~ thank lycia for steaming egg "cake" (SUPER) together with 6 eggs. I LOVE IT.

~ thank elieen for lending us your place with no one in.

~ thank Grace for planning the celebration for me. *Shy shy*

~ thank alciea for holding me when i was blind-folded. *sweet sweet*

~ thank sock teng, esther, kai ping, shi li, zarra n ah chew for making me laugh and so entertaining by doing all e retarded stuff esp esther... couldn't cross your legs.

I LOVE EACH N EVERYONE COMPANY.

Above Your Imagination

9:22 AM

♂♀Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Colorful Rainbow

can someone come and help me with this date and time stuff. today 13 nov yet the blog put 12 nov. ok!! whatever. i think my "aunty" is coming to visit me soon and tt's y i always feel so piss off over small little things. don't ask y cos i myself oso don't know and i am trying hard not to feel so easily piss off. But yet there was this retarded person msn me ytd and wish me Happy Advance Birthday. guess who is it? that fucking esmond.

esmond: hi

me: hello

esmond: Happy Advance B'day

me: thank

esmond: how are you?

me: good

me: how come you can book out early?

after a while....

esmond: ?

me: just now i ask you a question

esmond: i forgotten what you said

me: oh mind!! m i toking to a retarded or wat

esmond: -_-

me: its true wat. just less than 10 mins you can forgot wat i've ask you.

me: all you know is eat and slp

me: definitely not using ur brain to think now.

esmond: chat wif you later.

obviously, he know that i am going to scold him like shit, tt's y he faster offline. and i wanted to ask him to go n die cos for him to live in this earth is really wasting re-sources. but still i didn't. yes, there's nothing wrong wishing me but he is such pest. whenever he come n tok to me, i will feel upset or angry.be it calling texting or msn.

In the end, i text saying that i appreciate his wishing but i hope that this week he don't come n disturb me and also dun even bother to text mi too. cos i don't wan him to come n spoil my wonderful days. he is a spoiler la

At that point of time, i was super pissed off with him. just nice mr C came and tok to me on msn. i was like complaining to him abt e conversation i had with that fucking retarded asshole. whatever la

tml will be my b'day. i wasn't very excited about it becos i was thinking about my 21st b'day and how excited i am. thinking where can i held and who m i suppose to invite and blah blah.

Above Your Imagination

4:29 PM

♂♀Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Colorful Rainbow

1 NOV CELEBRATED SHUSHI's ADVANCE BIRTHDAY.

A tiring day.

me, shushi n michelle