♂♀Thursday, March 5, 2009
Colorful Rainbow
Finally, my two big bosses went back to their country. One of them in charge of International n another in charge of Asia I didn’t know that they will stay here for 3 days. It was such a relived right now. Having to attend meeting about strategies and structures for 2 hours was a torturing for most of us. I was trying my best to stay awake. I guess not only me but also some of my colleagues too. Haha!! Thank a lot to some of my friends that entertaining me by texting thru my “boring” days. And also Yvonne, thank for the bible application that you sent to me. It was just in time and I managed to finish reading e book of Revelation when I’ve really have nothing to do.
My friends have been reminding me about my posting result which will be on 5 march. It’s seemed like they are more much excited than I do. Haha!! I know they care for me. Before posting result that night, I was praying to God about my result and telling Him that I really don’t know which one to choose (private or ploy?) and having a confusing feeling within me. But at e same time, I was really excited about what is His plan for me cos deep down I always believed His promise that He had for me. On that day, I nearly forgot that my result will be out at 2pm until Grace text me. Well, I’ve received my posting result and I got enroll into TP. I wasn’t feeling happy or excited about it. I’m having mix feeling within me and also shocked too. I went into e website to double check again and again. I thought my eye was trying to play trick on me. Yes, I went to screen shot this out. I guess some of you must be wonder why m I having a mix feeling within me. And I went home to list out the reasons. Haha!! I know is sound abit weird but at least I will have a clearer picture. 
(PRIVATE SCHOOL)
Advantages
~Able to study and work at the same times during office hours.
~Able to earn more money
~Financial Independent
~Not giving any financial burden to my parent plus I can also help them out in settling some bills ~My parent will have extra allowances from me. Disadvantages
~No more time to play and for myself
~Not able to go for dance classes (POLY)
Advantages
~Able to go for my dance classes
~Ploy cert is better than private certDisadvantages
~Fear in mixing lousy friends
~Not able to do well in studies (IT idiots)
No more money
Going to take 3 years to graduate, by e time im old ~have to step out of my comfort zoneI guess one of the reason was fear. Last night, fear arises within me whenever I start to think that I’m going to study at ploy. Another reason why I hesitate to go private was this. SINGAPORE PRISON SERVICE
http://www.prisons.gov.sg/career_faq.html
32. I possess a diploma from a private college, would I still be shortlisted?
The Singapore Prison Service accepts only diploma graduates from the five local polytechnics, namely Nanyang, Ngee Ann, Republic, Singapore and Temasek Polytechnic, as well as diplomas from Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (NAFA), National Institute of Education (NIE) and Laselle SIA College of Arts
I went to check out the website and to my dismayed private cannot be use for gov. such a pity. I thought that my pathway will be going to private school and really plan everything before hands so maybe that is also another reason im having mix feeling. I felt that I needed more assurance and someone to convict me. Well, ms kau give me a verse proverbs 16:9 says “in his heart a man plans his course but the Lord determines his steps.”
Another was jasmine yen reminded and “enlighten” thank a lot..
Anyway, i had a great catching up with them and singing song at TOP1 last sat. it's been smt since i last met them. i think e last time we meet up was at halloween night. lol
me n jas
yvonne, li hua, rui ting, me n jasmine (where is my qian ru aka ah ru mei?)
same old as againevery time do lots of stupid actions together
Above Your Imagination
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